-[-.Everlasting Love.-]-

2006-11-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

YAY. changed blogskin! CHEERS :D

have a nice day;

2006-10-31T18:25:00.000+08:00

life isn't fair,

isn't FAIR

`accused

2006-10-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

aiiiyo stupid hilary ask me dedicated one post for her.

what to sayyy!!!

hilary ahh! go LONDON must buy presents for us lehh! WHOLE section ok. hahaha. THEN horrr, DONT eat so much pineapples ok! hahaha. i'm SERIOUS! not good for health mann! XD

tmrr going charmaine's house to play PS2! hahaha. sounds FUN. lol

oh no! i havent buy present for someone! GOSH. tmrr morning must go buy le laaa! and make card also. ayyye. lucky NO OP presentation TMRR! cheers! XP

WEES i'm SO excited about going JAPAN! hahahah. XD heard that is 10 degrees LEH! what am i going to do! that time go melbourne already wear 3 thick thick one when it is only 15-18degrees! hahaha. this time what? wrap into a BALL ah. LOL! -.- *what to buy for them ah* must make it memorable one!

YAY

pangya-ing then! bb!

2006-10-22T18:30:00.000+08:00

my 200th post! hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUANJING!
*cheers* x)

i've just discussed with hilary about the hscflutes outings! hahaha. i think i'll be funn if everyone comes.

november
18th - SHOPPINGS with the girls (vivocity) XP
25th - section outing i think. XD

*still got OP and chinese a's! argh!

december
23rd - hscflutes bbq cum CHALET. XDDD

*and DEC going japan with mjband and korea/hongkong! YAYNESS.

uh no! how to do I & R huh? awww. OP also haven't start. gosh. FAINT.

and that stupid hilary, hahaha! ask me to chinese homework! AIIIYO ah hilaryy TIP, later fail then you know. hah

2006-10-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

to that someone:

Looking at the photos.
All the memories flooding back.
Remembering the words.
As my heart starts to crack.

My heart broken;
Loneliness fills my soul.
I don't feel any better.
As my tears start to roll.

I never meant for this to happen.
I wish it never did.
If I could change this I would.
And all those things I hid.

I love you still.
And it hurts more everyday.
I'm sat here missing you,
Trying to show you in everyway.

So I'm writing you this poem.
For no real reason.
Other than I love you.
And this really isn't ~~fun~~.

I didn't want to do this.
I never meant to hurt you.
But I need you to understand.
This is something I must do.

My blade shows its love.
Just by shedding my blood.
I guess I need this to be.
I'm drowing in this flood.

Please remember please;
I love you more than anything.
I love you more than I can take.
I guess I didn't ~~win~~.

2006-10-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

i wondered.. what if i'm not in this world anymore? what if from the next min, i'm dead?

i love him, and i think i should let him go. but by letting him go, can i live happily then? i don't think so. rather than having 2 people suffer, why not i just give up on it?

every part of my life has been a failure. these days i've been living in a torture. i've tried to be strong but failed to do so. i can't control over my feelings, over my emotional self.

from this min, huiqin has been announced dead.

2006-10-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA!(:

woohoo! so many people having their birthdays during OCTOBER esp today. such a nice month isn't it? LOLL.

anw. i've got back MY FREAKING LOUSY results. feel so damn LOW laaa. how am i going to get promoted hurr. HOW TO!

STUDY STUDY STUDY and STUDY. but what did i got in the end?! all the U's grade hurrr. life isn't fair. haiii.

now still left econs and bio. which is like.. ERM. i NEVER pass bio throughout my JC life. and my econs, mid year is like SINGLE DIGIT. what am i going to do?

how to pass econs overall?! how to pass my H2? STUPID laaa. i'm so so stupid maannn! awwww.

ya, i'm going to be retained! so be prepared to see me in J1 or poly next year. awwwww.

kks stop my moaning. LOLLL. just feel so.. ayyye dont know how to say. depressed? haiii. why why why. why is my life so haii. why must that MOE change the syllabus? why must make our life so hard? WHY ah.

`prayHARD

2006-10-14T14:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANRU!

takecarre! hehhh

BOOHOO! monday i wanna go KBOX! yesyes! after such a LONGLONG wait. finally, i'm going again!! so happy! i'm over the moon!

`please dont last min cancel it off! *pray hard*

and watching DEATHNOTE too! hahaha.

RESULTS: i dont wish to think about it anymore! will depressed ah! cuz 101% i think i'm not going to do well. sure.

2006-10-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

i wish i can have the courage
but i couldn't
i wish i can don't ever let you go
but i couldn't
i wish i can stop missing you
but i couldn't
i wish i can give up everything, including YOU
but i couldn't
i wish i can break the promise
but i couldn't
i wish i can leave everything to fate
but i couldn't
i wish i can stay beside you forever
but i couldn't
i wish i can have the confidence
but i couldn't
i wish i can forget the fact that we were together
but i couldn't
i wish i can STOP loving you
but i couldn't
i wish i can..
BUT I COULDN'T!

`sarang heyo. dont leave me pls.

2006-10-11T19:56:00.000+08:00

firstly, before i start on hilary's and weiling's quiz;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERMAIN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE

ok. here's a quiz requested by MISS TIP(:

Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head. cannot see question then put name.
after that, tag at least 5 people to do this

o1`rosalind
o2`crystal
o3`ruying
o4`weiling
o5`weijun
o6`andy
o7`jermain
o8`man ning
o9`hilary
10`huizhen
11`vicky

#1. how do you meet 10?
HSCband

#2. what would you do if you never met 2?
lose a GREATGREAT friend(:

#3. what would you do if 9 and 11 dated?
hilary and vicky? POSSIBLE? LOL.

#4. do you like 7?
OUR dear current SL. ok laa. as a FRIEND, duh.

#5. would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
weijun with andy? LOL. *why cant exchange with Q3* XP

#6. describe 3.
OMG this girl has ENDLESS things to talk about. she is TOTALLY crazy. a typical ah soh! XD

#7. do you think 8 is attractive?
man ning? SO CUTE! *pinch*

#8. tell me something about 9.
HAHAA hilary!! NO.2 ahsoh. HAS a big big suitor? XP mad about POOHS. *same same*

#9. what is 5's favourite things?
hilary's answer - NARUTO and FRY.

#10. what would you do if 10 confesses he/she likes you?
huizhen has hers de le. XP XP

#11. what language does 6 speak?
rubbish! BLEAH

#12. who is 9 going out with?
jermain laaa! LOL kidding!

#13. how old is 8 now?
SWEET 17(:

#14. when was the last time you talked to 1?
in sch today XD

#15. what's 2 favourite band/singer?
like dont have? BUT definitely ALL the ANIMES!

#16. would you ever date 7?
of cuz not. he has his GIRL. XD *opps*

#17. would you ever date 11?
go out with her laa. HAHA. not DATE. if wanna consider date also can. LOL XD

#18. have you ever seen 8 naked?
OF CUZ NOT.

#19. describe 4.
a PROFESSIONAL gamer! XD smart.

WEES i finished laaa! haha

5 people to do this:
weiling
vicky
ruying
weixian
huizhen

NEXT quiz! from weiling XD

#1. single, taken or crushing?
SINGLE ma.

#2. are you happy with your life now?
NOT really.

#3. when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
IF it is LOVE at FIRST sight. yeah.

#4. have you ever had your heartbroken?
*look around*

#5. do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
NAH.

#6. would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
DEPENDING on the situation

#7. have you talk about marriage with another before?
in my DREAMS(:

#8. do you want children?
YEAH so cute *pinch pinch*

#9. how many?
erm i dunno laa. LOLL

#10. would you consider adoption?
i dont think so

#11. if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
errr i dunno. IMPOSSIBLE also. XP

#12. do you enjoy getting in relationships?
err enjoy???

#13. be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
erm HUH?

#14. do you believe in love at first sight?
YUPYUP XD

#15. are you romantic?
*what do you think so then* LOLLL

#16. do you believe that you can change someone?
dont know

#17. if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
ALONG the BEACH. resort. XD somewhere romantic!

#18. do you easily give in when you are fighting?
erh fighting? hahaha. often i think. see how serious lor.

#19. do you have feelings for someone right now?
*loook aroundd*

#20. have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
nope. definitely not. why must mess it up if you wanna have someone?

#21. have you broken a heart?
frankly speaking, ya.

#22. if one day your best friend fell in love with the guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
dont know lehh. never thought of before

#23. are you missing soomeone right now?
yupyup(:

#24. now you have to ask 5 of your friend to do this survey in their blogs. write down their name in the list below. tag them in their blog to let them know.

vicky (again) XP
hilary
peiwen
jermain
huizhen(:

K finally finish le! YAYNESS. BUB-BYE!

2006-10-08T15:13:00.000+08:00

LOL. saw this on vicky's blog.

do try!(:

I am worth $1,544,930 on HumanForSale.com

2006-10-08T14:45:00.000+08:00

ayye so long never update le. hai. busy for promos maa. and i think my promos gone case le laaa! i'm going to RETAIN laaa!

i don't want! OH GODD.

hmmm i was wondering these few days IF i'm going to be retain *touch woood*, i should go poly or stay for another year? goshhh! i've wasted ENTIRELY ONE year. hai.

*anw! HILARY. i cant tag! haha. if not i'll spam! LOL XP tralala

i wanna go out! SHOPPING laaa! hahaha. ayyyye! XP hil go out k! HAHA. LOL.

ohno! 16october will be doom's DAY! awwww. i dont wanna get back my results! HELP laaa. wanna cries!

`hmmmmm

2006-09-17T17:40:00.000+08:00

ok laa. i shall update then. and ohya! there's no cobwebs k. haha. there's a need for hibernation. ohhh crappps. hahaha.

anyway i don't feel like blogging. there's nothing to blog leh nowadays. feel very stressed up. lots of things just happen. awwww.

promos is on 2nd october 2006. GOSH. i'll faint laaa. see the date. haha. how can there be exams on such a special day! hahahahaha. siannn laaa.
but i wanna go shoppings during the marking days after promos! YAY. shiiioook laaa.

save money!(:

i've gotta mug. but no mood laaa. LOOL.

ohya! before i forget

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERRICK

`yay i wanna buy "save the last dance for me" and "full house" VCDs!(:

2006-08-11T08:46:00.000+08:00

this is so bored ahh! today i must finish off my bio concept maps and chem ws! GRRRR.

ok! received some pictures from deborah ytd. hahh. neos laa. LOLL. let me post them(:
ok! everyone looks funny in this. FIRST shot. dunno what are we doing. hehhh. ganjiong.

ok. i like these. nice right? hahh. LOLLLL. must thank deborah for scanning into her comp. hehhh! XIEXIE. rofl.

anyways, this is the mass one:

ok. finish posting le. hahh! GOODBYES.

`section outing tmrr! YAY. CHEERS. gotta watch click AGAIN. yay! NICEshow. HIGHLY recommended(:

2006-08-09T14:22:00.000+08:00

i just wanna ask:

who promised not to talk about ME and the person anymore?
and who just keep talking about it?

i'm not referring a person laa. but in general.

ok. i'm not pissed off or what. BUT the problem is:
i really dun like him cann. i wouldn't say what happen but pls, to those who talked about it, i sincerely beg that dun talk about it anymore.

thanksthanks.

`i've choose let you go. you've destroyed my life. pls. dun come back anymore. it's hurting. goodbye.

2006-08-06T21:10:00.000+08:00

the jap people so cute! YAY they replied my email. so happpy! HAHAHA. weees!

but i wann toru email! HAHA. FOR FUN(: LOL. *winks*

ohyeahh. who's free to go section outing on weekend? LOL - requested by huizhen!(:

`but i also wann laa(:

2006-07-30T15:57:00.000+08:00

ohh my blog is dead. hahh. hibernation for 21days? hahh!

aiiiyooo. i also dunno what to blog about. LOLL.

blog about TORU OHASHI. *winks*

tell you hurr. he's charming. he's cute. he's shuai. EVERYTHINGGG.. hehhhhs! muackkks!!

LOLL ok i seem crazy over him. BUT BUT is true laa. hahhh!((:

anyways! i miss aichi meiden school!! TORU. and the flautists!(: haihai. i MUST send letters to them! FUN. what if they really reply! omgg i'll be thrilled!!! hahhh!

loveya.
mari misato sachiko shigeko masamichi naomi marina tomoya aya

2006-07-09T09:18:00.000+08:00

SHOPPINGS day!!!(: going out later! hehhh. maybe last time cann have time to go out le ma. :O

promos coming. hai hai must study HARD and SMART le(: then NBC is next week. concert is next next. awwwww. SCAREDDDD laaa. i scared i freak out during NBC. haihai. howhow.

wooohooo! ytd germany won! YAY! so happy lehhh. NO.7! woahh. 3 goals lehhh. and germany's goalkeeper! WOOTS. HAHAHA. and 5am plus i went to bed WIDE AWAKE. hahh! cannot sleep laaa!

today shall see france and italy! i wann FRANCE(:

2006-07-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

guess what??

IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU

haii. i am getting out of my mind!!

EXAMS RESULTS will be back SOOOOON. goshgosh. faints! i bet i'll fail ALL cannn. haiiii.

`iloveyou laaa!!

2006-07-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY

ytd had section outing. and guess what, jermain told the WHOLE section not to bring any food! wahhh. LOL "thanks" ah. hahh. kidding. anyways thanks for your "pop-up" card(:

went swensens after taking neos! hahh! 11people squeezing woorrr! imagine that. anyway swensens is man ning's treat. hahh i wonder why she treat me as well. LOLL. but anyways, THANKS THANKS worr. so nice(: muacckks.

hilary's house is the next stop. HAHA actually is going to watch garfield one. but due to time constraint, didn't watch in the end. we were like standing outside swensens for a long long time before deciding to go where. HAHA a lot of strange suggestions esp from weijun!! hahh. jermain even suggest to go park.

LOLL.

hahh. watched drumline at her house. lol dunno watch how many times le lorr! LOL. but it is still nice laaa. WEEES.

TODAY

went walkwalk today! with rose, crystal and weiling. hahh! actually we decided to go fly kite. but yeaaa, since we wanna watch "just my luck" and marina bay dun have. then we changed destination lorrr.

at first went bugis! BUT BUT BUT. shaw only has "superman returns" and dunno what show. in the end, instead of watching movie, we end up DONATING money! awww. hahhh.

so went to take NEOPRINTS ( again )! hahh! it is SO SO shiok. nobody one. dun need to queue! and cann deco as long as u cann! nice right? hahh! we seems like playing truant! LOLL.

then went pastamania to eat lorr. 2pm got student offer ma!(: COOL. walk to marina square for JUSTMYLUCK after that. exercise! woot

i cann tell u! JUSTMYLUCK rocks cann! it is damn nice! FUNNY and TOUCHING! i cried at the ending. wooot. and that CRYSTAL hide my shoe laaa! make me cannot find. hahh! hummppph. LOL.

we did play arcade! hahh! I TELL YOU. it is the first time i played BISHI BASHI, with just 50cents, reached stage 17th! OMGGG cann! HAHA

saw alot ppl at marina square today. firstly was vicky, razanah they all ( royal family? ) at bowling. hahh. after movie saw hongwei? then saw AARON KWOK ( hongkong top 4 heavenly kings )!!!! HAHA. so shiok right? then saw a local male actor walking past! HAHHA. and i think i saw shangyong, marcel they all while going back mrt. ( if i am not wrong, cuz only took a glance ) (:

ok! that's FOR all today!(:

haihai. i feel very depressed leh! his fault laaa! arghhh. BOOOO! like so many torns in my heart! this feeling is so YUCKS!

`i just can't let you go. howhow.

ohya! THANKS jermain for delivering my piccolo to my house just now! HAHAHA. anddd.. SOCCER on CHANNEL 5 tonight! i'm gonna watch it. ((:

tmrr going to school le. why can't we have LONGER holidays! hais ):

2006-07-04T11:37:00.000+08:00

i seriously feel that nowadays i'm having insomia. hehh. i can't sleep well. at night, i'll toss about for a few hours before i actually fell asleep. and next morning i'll wake up as early as 7am ( BUT there's NO school ). tskktskk.

awww. this morning i had a bad dream which cause to me wake up at 3am! and i can't go back to sleep after it. arghh!

the dream seems so real to me! i was filled with anger and jealousy when i woke up. hai hai. OF ALL PEOPLE, WHY HER? WHY.

`it is a fact that "they" are together and is also a lie that "they" are not together.

MISS YOU ALOT.

2006-07-03T11:12:00.000+08:00

ME and HUIMIN taking! at henesys! lol. POSE! SMILES(:

boohoo! i took some screenshot during mapling just now. HAHAHA. it is SO SO SO cute!((:
ermms it is WEILING ME HUIMIN. hahahaha!

gtg! think i'm LATE. LOLLL(: update later le then.

2006-07-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

i'm at hilary's house now. haiii. and i am getting very bored laaa!

argh! i very fierce meh? eeyyerrr. haii
so sad laaa!

byes!(:

2006-06-30T17:16:00.000+08:00

i'm SUPER bored now. awwwww.

had been browsing through so many people's blogs! hahh. i LOVE adriano's blog. so funny. every post is pictures! LOLL(:

zhiyang's blog de song - reaching beyond ( syf theme song ) is SO nice laa. and i love his skin. hahh blogskin i mean. lol.

can't find a blogskin that i like! argh! i wanna change skin! boo!!

ohyeaa! ytd i went to watch scary movie 4 with deborah and weiling. lol. eeeekkk scary laaa! though it is so DUMB and LAME. lol. funny and scary! if they didn't put those funny parts, it will be real scary! =X

got one part is from "ju-on" one. hehh. the small boy. in japanese, he said "sashimi sushi toshiba" etc etc. OMMMGGG so funny cann.

okay went ntuc shopping after movie. and bought a lot of stufffs! hahhh because of MONDAY. raahhh!

hmmmm.. tmrr going hilary's house. hahh! all because my relatives are all here and they can't come my house! LOLL. sadd. XP

ahhh! how to overcome boredom! lol. yuckkks! hate that mannn.
goodbyes then! ta!

2006-06-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

hellos! okok. this post is dedicated to our ONE and ONLY FONG RUYING(:

one fine day, on 21st june 2006, which is like 8 days before today, there is HSC concert in vch.

on that particular day, ruying had her council meeting (wahahaha i actually knows that ). as she had to come for the concert, she left early and went to tampines control station to meet crazy shm and some friends, i think. LOL(:

THEN shm and fry went to tampines mall to search for a FLOWER. *cough cough* from what i inferred from fong ruying, she said that they searched high and low around tampines mall just to find the flower. ( ommggg, oh yes, i'm SO touched. wahahaha ).

okk. from what shm said, she said that they walked around around for such a long long time until their leg pain. ( okk i'm touched the 2nd time ). HAHA.

finally, they saw it at mini toons. ( i know! 3rd floor of TM ). hahahas. they bought 2 of them. another one is for hilary i think. hehehe(: wooaahh. and ya, they used their "hard-saved" money to buy it. ( ok touched for the 3rd time ). okk. ruying, being so "nice-hearted", wrote hsc flautists'06 on the stalk of flower. hahaha. seee, this scenario is so rare. ommmgggg. ( 4th time being touched ).

then they went for dinner and came for the concert(: i was upstairs on the 2nd floor and i saw a bunch of girls turning here and there. looked again, and guess. is RUYING and HUIMIN and some ahband ppl. ommmggg. lihong said that "they are really crazy" which i absolutely agree(:

okkk. intermission time. i, being so "nice", went to find shm and fry. hahahas. i was forced to! hah kidding. yay! and i received the flower. hahh -_-""" that was a NICE NICE FLOWER okkk. ( argh! k ruying, i EMPHASIZE it happy? )

let me desribe the flower. the flower had words "YOU ARE SPECIAL" on it. ( ok touched for the 5th time ). wahah. it has red and yellow petals. there are 2 leaves on the stalk. since it is from fry, i shall "cherished" it.

then i think i missed a call from ruying. hahah. and hilary told me that she was looking for me? ( wahahha so "kind" )

okk concert end le finally! anywayys it's such a NICE CONCERT. LOVVVEE IITTT(((:

okkkokkkk. this post is requested by FONG RUYING. i'm forced to. awww. FINISHED(:

2006-06-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

ok. last paper - chinese tmrr!! WOOOOTTTS. finally, it's OVER. i cann tell youu, it's even WORSE than 'O'LEVEL cannn.

argh.
BUT i screwed up ALL the papers! ARGHHHHHH. nvm. it's OVER cannn. argh

just now went to check the 'A's chinese oral, eeekkk. and i'm the last of the day cannn. eeyyerr. i bet the examiners will be very SLEEPY le ok.

yay! SCARYMOVIE4 tmrr horrr(((:

ohya! i owe RUYING a post. LOLLL. THANKS FOR YOUR FLOWER! hahas. happyhappy?

2006-06-26T09:56:00.000+08:00

eeekk. why can't chem exam starts at a earlier time. awww.. later i forget everything. then jialat.

SHHITT. i'm so restless now. hahhhhs.

`joanne, cann we watch "just my luck" instead? hahah bleahhh XP

2006-06-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

haii. i wanna give upp le laa. had been reading bio throughout these 2 days. BUT.. i think i cann rmb NOTHING. YES, i mean NOTHING.

haii.

gonna rest awhile. before i continue with BIO again. arghh. decided to do this quiz. from jermain. HAHA(:

#o1: starting time:
21.14pm 23JUNE.

#o2: full name:
SIM HUI QIN(((:

#o3: best friend(s):
hehh. anyways it's all those that i cann talk too(: MY POOH BEAR.

#o4: sexiest friend:
ERM..

#o5: funniest friend(s):
ruying? nahh. ALMOST everyone is a JOKER. bleahh XP

#o6: smartest friend(s):
ANDY TAY KAH PING. XP LIN HUIZHEN.

#o7: dumbest person:
ME. haha. XP

#o8: shyest friend:
dunno ma.

#o9: most boring person:
my POOHPOOH laa. lol. actually i also dunno who.

#10: who do you get advice from:
close friends ba(((:

#11: height:
161cm! PS ruying, i'm 2cm taller than you!(: and hil, i'm 161 OK! lol

#12: date of birth:
2nd OCTOBER 1989

#13: righty/lefty:
RIGHTY(:

#14: shoe size:
6 or 7. depends(: yay normal size! haha

#15: shoe brand:
ADIDAS or CONVERSE(: woots aiiyaa as long as it's comfortable.

#16: do you crack any body parts:
YES YES YES. my ANKLE. haha.

#17: siblings:
ohya! A CRAZY sister.

#18: email address:
x-huiqin-x@hotmail.com ((((:

#19: boyfriend/girlfriend:
what do ya think? HAHAHA.

#20: crush:
you think leh? lol

#21: liked a teacher?:
NOPE(:

#22: hope the person who see this would try:
anything lorr. haha((:

#23: ate a tub of ice-cream?:
HALF-TUB. lol(: yumms.

#24: ran into a glass door?:
NOPE! haha. only lamp post(: bleahh

#25: gone skinny dippings?:
what's that? OOPPS.

#26: nearly hit by a car?:
YESYESYES. haha lucky lehhh.

#27: ran into a parked car?:
NOPE(: hehhh

******girls fill up about guys******
#28: boxers or briefs:
DUNNO MA.

#29: tall or short:
TALL(: hehhh. taller than me cann le.

#30: does size matter?:
nahh. as long as i'm comfortable with((:

#31: six-pack or muscular arms:
DUNNO. awww

#32: body or personality:
PERSONALITY.

#33: ear pierced or not?:
cann dun wan? LOL. like some gangsters like that

#34: sporty or outdoorsy:
anything laa. hahh

#35: good or bad guy?:
OF CUZ GOOD laa. hahahaha

******Guys Fill Out on girls******
#47: G or hipster undies:
#48: tall or short:
#49: long hair or short:
#50: dark or light eyes:
#51: light/dark hair:
#52: body or personality:
#53: ears pierced or not:
#55: good girl/bad girl:
#56: hair up or down:
#57: sporty or classy:
#58: chicken or not afraid:

******which one is better******
#59: coke or pepsi:
COKE(:

#60: KFC or macdonalds:
MAC MAC MAC(((:

#61: cats or dogs:
cann dun wan both? LOL.

#62: coffee or tea:
TEA(: strawberry tea.

#63: eastside or westside:
EAST. cuz i live there. HAHA.

#64: vanilla or chocolate:
of cuz CHOCOLATES! chocolates ROCKKKS!(:

#65: cake or cookies:
COOKIES. famous amos. ((((:

#66: purple striped lime socks or white socks:
anything laa. both also cann(:

#67: sunset or sunrise:
I LOVE BOTH(: sunset will be better.

#68: day or night:
NIGHT. peace. lol lol

#70: summer or winter:
WINTER!((((: woots

******your favourite******
#71: food:
ERR. see my mood? haha. FRUITS counted?

#72: holidays destination:
PARIS. AUSTRALIA. FRANCE.

#73: radio station:
93.3FM

#74: place:
BEACH. AUSTRALIA. SEASIDE.

******in the future******
#75: will you believe in god?:
i dunno lehhh.

#76: what you want to be when you grow up?:
CHEMIST(:

******random questions******
#77: define love:
love is when both of us is looking at the same direction but not looking at each other. MUACKKS xp LOVE is a FEELING from the HEART.

#78: favourite place:
BEACH. SEASIDE.

#79: favourite day(s):
SLACKING days(:

#80: bedtime:
DEPENDS.

#81: who is the least likely to try this:
dunno maa. hehhh

#82: satan or god or atheist:
dunno.

******more questions******
#83: do you love someone right now:
LOL. what if it is a YES.

#84: do you care about someone:
YUPPPS((((:

#85: do you think of someone everyday:
YEAAH. XOXOXOX

#86: do you think someone is special in any ways:
who is that SOMEONE? haha. of cuz(((:

TIME: 22.46pm

10 people to do this:
1. vicky
2. razanah
3. weixian
4. RUYING(:
5. carista. LOL
aiiyaa and anyone that wishes to do it! GO AHEAD. ((((:

OOOHYEAAAHH. i've completed.
THREE CHEERS cannn.

`imissyou(:

2006-06-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

haha. i forgot to say something.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE(:

STAY SWEET. HAPPY. CUTE(:

takecare((((: hahha. muackkks

2006-06-22T09:59:00.000+08:00

i miss you. i really really MISS you.

time really flies. as time goes by, my love for you gets fonder and fonder. why can't i stop MISSING you! haiii

anyways. ytd had VIVA MUSICA V. it is VERY funn cann.

WOOTS! FLUTES ROCKKKS.

shall blog about it after mids! hahhh.

gotta mug. die liao laa me. shhit. HAII.

2006-06-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

ok. i just came back from steamboat(: LOL. wahh today i walked like crazy cannn. hahahhas. walked almost HALF of pasir ris park then to whitesands. aww. and i walked home again, cuz bus very long. then quite late already. SADD. lol

hmmmm.. decided to do this quiz which i saw it on someone and someone's blog. aiyaa.. some ppl laa. LOL((: since i'm waiting for my hair to dry before i cann SLEEP.

`o1. what is your phone brand?
samsung

`o2. what is the last three digits of your mobile number?
570

`o3. what does the second message in your inbox says?
a forwarded msg in chinese, very qianbian one. the "do you realise u know nothing other than eating shit?"

`o4. who's the first person who comes under the letter M?
M1 cust. service. LOLLL

`o5. who's the last person you rang?
samantha. - which is like 3 days ago?? LOLL. dun like to call. NO BATT one. awww.

`o6. who was the last missed call from?
melissa.

`o7. who's the 2nd person who comes under D?
daphne

`o8. what does the last message in your inbox says?
TONIGHT EXCATLY AFTER 12AM WILL BE 12.01AM. hahhas dots! XP

`o9. who comes under J?
jacanelyn, jacqueline, jane, jasmine, jerome, jessica, jermain, jiamin, jian an, jie ying, jin hong, jocelyn, john, joanne, joanne(band), jon choong, jon oh, jun siang.

`10. Go to your sent items. what does the 10th message says?
i've deleted all. aww.

`11. who's the 4th person who comes under S?
samantha

`12. who's your network provider?
M1

`13. how many messages are currently in your inbox?
228

`14. what do you have as your background?
some animations(:

`15. who's the 2nd person who comes under R?
razanah

`16. who do you have on speed dial 3?
dunn have(:

`17. if you are on pay as you go, how much credit do you have?
i'm not using that. lol

`18. who's the first person who comes under C?
carista

`19. how many bars of signal do you currently have?
6

`20. what do you have as your main ringtone?
by DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN(((:

oh yeahh. i'm done. RUYING. do this quiz! LOLLL.

2006-06-15T11:02:00.000+08:00

THREE CHEERS!

i'm going to get over and done with my chemistry homeworks! LOL. REDOX is so difficult laa! argh! 6 more qns! AND I'LL BE DONE WITH MY HOLS WORK.

btw how come they didn't give any homeworks for CHEMICAL BONDING hurr? issit tested? aww.

it's serious mugging next week! aww.

OHYA, weiling! REMEMBER the 29th june. SCARY MOVIE 4. WOOTS!(((:

i wanna watch justmyluck and garfield TOO! ((: movie marathon after mids!(:

so many events this week!

FRI - band BBQ and hscalumni prac.
SAT - mjband. 06S307 BBQ! and mjflautists STEAMBOAT. which one should i go? steamboat or bbq? aww.

steamboat is FREE and classBBQ paid $12 le. dilemma! AWW.

`hscband concert 21st june. COUNTDOWN `6 days! (:

i wann ROSE! i wann BUY ROSE also! SUNFLOWER for AMANDA?

`lalala. ruying! MY ROSE(: hahas XP

2006-06-14T14:37:00.000+08:00

why my tagboard can't be seen!! arghargh.

ok. i wanna clarify something..

i where got FIERCE! lalalalalalalalalalalas. - dedicated to SHM and FRY. lol (((:

i just didn't talk. lol lol XP

2006-06-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

ok.

i'm freaking scared of bands, of piccolo.

i dunno why. i seriously dunno what had happened of me. i think one day i'll really go crazy.

I'M REALLY DAMN AFRAID OF BANDD!

not like secondary schs anymore.

it's gone! how i used to play the piccolo.. how i enjoyed going down for band.. how enthu am i.. it's all gone, gone forever.

2006-06-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

MJCSB concert with japanese band

MEIDEN VOYAGE
22 JULY 2006. saturday.
7pm
MJChall.
tickets are at $10 each.

`who are interested?
awww. concerts concerts and more concerts! hai.
it's a FUND-RAISING CONCERT btw.

2006-06-12T16:26:00.000+08:00

bored. kk i post for fun. hahahas. (((:

some CRAZY husband of CRAZY woman. LOL

* hilary's *

* ruying's *

`notice the word "crazy". lol(:

2006-06-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

hilary + jermain = ?
weijun + ruying = ?

LOL. -_-""

2006-06-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

THIS IS HELL. i CANNOT play the piccolo.

NO SOUND! NOTHING.

shit lehh. i'm so so so dead cann.

2006-06-10T18:44:00.000+08:00

wooots. came back from swimming. lol lol. actually i'm not really there to swim but to play with water? lol.

went with weiling and rosalind. lol. a bit weird lehh. hahahhas lol lol. we went to JURONG EAST SWIMMING COMPLEX!. omg is cheap cann.. 10times cheaper than WILD WILD WET. and the things there is like the same lorr. lol lol.

LAZY RIVER ROCKS! lol. and others also laa. lol lol.

then went BUGIS! hahahas. ate pastamiana (again). ARCADE!(: rocks! hahhas. then NEOPRINTS! YAYNESS. hahhas love it!(:

and i bought a WATCH. cool. cuz mine a bit spoil le. lol lol.

omg omg! i gotta start saving money! awwwwwww. concert coming! and i'm forced to buy flowers! hahhas kidding XP

oh ya! i just realised something! about the 81288602 de. lol STUPID CANN.. argh!

lol my sister just came back from camp too! lol

`MR AND MRS SENG..

2006-06-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

wahh. do u have to tell people every single thing i do? pissedoff. argh.

ohya! btw.. marina square is HUGE. hahhas. oops a bit kuku. lol(:

2006-06-08T08:37:00.000+08:00

yeaa. let me blog. hahahas(:

yesterday, went for the perfume and flavours workshop. hahhs. initially, we meeting at 7am. hahhas. but guess what? rosalind woke up at 7am. hahhas. lol. funnyleh. so late lorr. reach there, 29people waiting for us. OMG dunno where to hide the face. hahhas XP

PS: dover mrt station ROCKS!!!(((:

anyways, we went for the perfume first. hahhas. wahhh. smell until nose-blindness. hahhas! i added mine with blossom and rose! hahhas. NICE~

but horr, the weird thing is. when you first spray, the smell is terrible. argh. but after a while, it is VERY NICE. hahhas. smell something like after bathing. really.. soapy soapy!

lol. and nicholas samuel made a wonderful combination of flavours for O K. lol. mixture of WOOD, GINGER etcetc. hahhas.

then went for the flavours one. BANANA OIL. sounds disgusting. hahhas. anyways. i think i shaked TOO thoroughly. hahhas. EMULSION leh. unlike weiling's one, so nice cann.. hahhas(:

after that went for lunch at SP MAC(: it was so cheap can - the mcspicy meal. it's only $4.40! and it's $1.55 cheaper than the outside ones! hahhas. NICE MEAL(:

then went for the SYMRISE industry. hahhas. wahh. everywhere u walked, there is a SMELL. be it pleasant or unpleasant. hahhas. ohh ya, there's this smelling session. hahhas. and I LIKE the LEMON, LAVENDER, ROSE smell. lemon is especially REFRESHING(:

and what more. there is one smell which it extracted from a cat. can u imagine that!! cat's blood. it is yucky, i can ASSURE you. OMGG..

okays(: 830 - 1600. end of course. hahhas. went home. and we took the train to boonlay then back. hahhas. 1hour i think? issit? hahhas. i sleep until like dunno what like that. hit both person left and right of me. and hit the glass panal behind also. err OOPPS.

BIG SORRYS!

andd.. yesterday night 11plus, dunno who the person is! messaged what "hello hui qin! i'm andy, changed number just to let u noe ya :)....." etc etc. but the weird thing is dunn sound like andy and when i ask huizhen whether he changed his no, she say dun have ma.

argh!

hahhas. i'm going to find out about it. argh! hehh(:

okays. going out with hil, amanda, qiyun later. hahhas. SHOPPINGS! aiiiyoo joanne why can't come? hahhas XP

ahhhs. long post! ok, goodbyes!((((((:

2006-06-03T10:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm. saw this on jermain's blog. hahhs. in order to relieve STRESS, i'm gonna do it then. (((: LOL.

Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. At the end tag at least 5 people.

o1. crystal
o2. rosalind
o3. weiling
o4. chelsea
o5. deborah
o6. charmaine
o7. hilary
o8. vicky
o9. razanah
10. weijun
11. huanzhi
12. andy
13. qianru
14. xueying
15. jessica
16. lihong
17. man ning
18. huizhen
19. joanne
20. jermain

Questions:
`o1. how did you meet 14?
hscBAND(:

`o2. what would you do if you never met 1?
NO nannys! LOL(:

`o3. what would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
razanah? jermain? ahemahem. both have their own "ahems" hahs((:

`o4. do you ever like 19?
joanne ah. YES! lol(: [[ see i so good ahh! lol ]]

`o5. would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
erms! both girls, duh.

`o6. describe 3.
quiet. smart. gamesfanatic! err.. crazy? lol OOPPS.

`o7. do you think 8 is attractive?
hmmm. YES!(: hahahs so cute!! sweet!! hmmm..

`o8. tell me about 7.
HILARY! she's TOTALLY insane! hahas. POOHcraze!! yeaa. and mad overr.. ahemahem! hahaha((: bleah.

`o9. do you know any of 12's family?
NOPE. has a sister? father? mother? lol errr opps xP

`10. what's 8 favourite?
KOREA! lol(((:

`11. what would you do if 18 confess he/she likes you?
ermm IMPOSSIBLE. she already got hers! lol.

`12. what language(s) does 15 speaks?
usually ENGLISH. but mandarin too(:

`13. who is 9 going out with?
someone!! lol. *secret* LOL((:

`14. how old is 16 now?
18! WAH.

`15. when was the last time u talked to 13?
talk? ermms. hardly see her le! sad):

`16. what is 2 favourite band/singer?
if i'm not wrong, should be david tao!!(:

`17. would you ever date 4?
if i am a guy, maybe! hahas. UNGLAM((:

`18. would you ever date 7?
NO! she already has hers. i won't be the third party(: horr?

`19. is 15 single?
maybe? but hardtosay! lol((((:

`20. what is 10's last name?
SENG!! weijun! lol

`21. would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
nahh nope!! he's my kor anyways. lol

`22. what school does 3 goes?
MJC.

`23. where does 6 lives?
pasir ris, sandy palm.

`24. what is favourite thing about 5?
BULLY ppl!! dust is nowhere to seen! andand.. with andrew. kidding k((:

people to do:
o1. hilary
o2. joanne
o3. huizhen
o4. weiling
o5. razanah
yeahh. CHEERS! i finished. lol happy reading!((:

2006-06-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

argh. i'm STRESSED. really.. and i mean it i'm really really S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D up.

how nice if i can quit school. hai

yeahh hilary. sat k. joanne also! hahahas(: i need entertainment. lol. u decide the time k. as long as it is after 130. hahhs.

ohya! btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE (((:

2006-05-28T19:27:00.000+08:00

my 160th post!!! hahhhas. lol

tmrr shall be the mids for GP! OMMGG. it's just TOO fast. hai. i dunno how study for it lehh. hmmmmm.. read notes? structure? anddd..? if is other subjects, it will depends on how much u have studied. but GP.. hmmmm.. nothing?

i have never read or watch news regularly. or rather, seldom. hais. JIALAT. i am not going to FAIL the exam. !!! (:

anyways. when i saw what lynette post on the flute shirt, i was like thinking.. OMG so many shirts to pay leh.

let me list down:
-hsc alumni flute shirt
-class jersey
-mjband flute shirt
-hsc alumni windbreaker? - char says one leh. i dunno

ooohhhh. can add up to more than $100!!! omgg. lalalalas

kkskks. i'll stop here. need to continue with my GP. hahhas! ((: all the best to those who are taking GP tmrr too. (((:

`I WANNA GO SWIMMING. lol.

2006-05-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

hehhs. found on weixian's blog. hehhhs. cool laa. just do it for fun. lol ((:

hai. who wanna go study out together?

`studygroup anyone? (:

2006-05-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

lalalas. miss such a GREAT show just now. ))): lol. lalalalas.

kkks. sleeping. lol. blogging for fun. must practise PICCOLO. OMGGG.

tata! (((: sugar-free dreams!

2006-05-23T20:14:00.000+08:00

tadam. tmrr got bio test!! hahahas. and i'm so so so bored now. i can't concentrate. i can't remember. and i don't even know what am i studying.

photosynthesis!! respiration!! cell signalling!! cell membrane!! i think i'm gonna skip cell part. for now, i only now calvin cycle and cyclic photophosphorylation!! BRIEFLY i mean. not thoroughly.

oh goshh.
let me die pls. argh.

i dun wanna FAIL. sadcase. i have to hit the target! if not ms soh gonna kill me! HOW how. ohhgosh. hope i can score on the MCQ. hais.

anyways. i've decorated the cards. and i find it ugly. hahahahas. lol. dunno what to write on the cards. tmrr then decide ba! (((: tada.

broke le. hai. section tees, chocolates! i think will add up to around $50. jialat. where to find money $$$? hahahas.

wooots! thurs 2pm release! NO CHEM PRAC. NO KT. NO PPT. hahahahas. i think i'm bad. but.. ya it's a FACT.

hope MJsoccer can GET THE CHAMPION! yeaa. mj jiayou jiayou!

kkskks. gtg. must study le. (((: byes!

2006-05-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

seriously. i need to say it out. i can't keep to myself anymore. it's torturing. yes, it is.

i know i couldn't cry in front of my friends.
familys.
and ya. ... too.

so how am i going to control it. sometimes whenever i'm feeling lousy, all i can do it is scream my lungs out into my pillow. or even cry during bathing. hai.

hai. whenever i saw ... my heart will sank. for dunno what reason. i just feel disappointed. sad. hurting. this feeling is really TERRIBLE and HORRIBLE. i believe none of us want to experience it. duh.

seriously speaking. i know i miss. i know i love. BUT will ... care. hai. i know this is all OVER. and i mean it, it's over. 1year le. time flies ya. but forgetting someone is like so difficult cann. HOW i wish i can forget about it in a day.

i need someone whom i can confide in. i NEED ONE. one that i can trust. one that will lend me a listening ear. and one that will lend me a shoulder. ))):

it's really hard to keep to myself. i think i'm stressing myself up. hai. actually just now really quite low. but cannot low low ma. like very bad like that. so ya.. just behave normally as though NOTHING happened.

ARGH. i'm really DISAPPOINTED. with myself. with ... . don't ... care? is ... unfeeling? hard-hearted? or what? why are we not even behave like FRIENDS? hai. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS. i wanna scream. but it's already past midnight.

so ya. i still have to complete my homeworks. i havent touch any of it yet. gonna be shot dead.

kkskks. gtg. goodnights. stay up to chiong my homeworks! ((:

`pre-ordered junyang album le! (:
`hey! organise a section outing!!!!!! and i mean, WHOLE SECTION hurr jermain. i wann to enjoy myself. ((:

2006-05-20T13:29:00.000+08:00

going to SENTOSA now. lol. HSCBand performing ma. lol

JIALAT. ytd didn't give hilary the POOH. andd the prob is, i haven't buy it yet. ohmygosh. faints. hahahas. i'm gonna have a scolding from her later. LOL

anyways. i was bored just now. and i went to search something. i managed to search for it after a VERY LONG try. ANNDD....

I GOT A SHOCK FOR MY LIFE cann. hahahahas. stunned.

lalalalalalas.

kkskks. gtg le. later late. (((:

`yays! i'm pre-ordering JUNYANG's cd. ((((: muahahahas.

2006-05-12T09:05:00.000+08:00

oh shucks. i'm really not a good blogger. but nvm. hahahhas. (((:

yeeeaaahhh. ytd was fun FUN FUN. i went for the MUSIC EXTRAORDINARE. hehhs. with rosalind and weiling. aiiyo crystal dun wann even though there is free tickets. lol.

went to LT4 about 6.05pm ba. and i'm the 5th person to queue up!! hahahhas. typical singaporeans. heheh. but waited there for around 20mins leh. and it was so HOT. so crowded. chelsea they all cut queue. but NVM. "zi ji ren". hehehehs

AIIYO that thing started at 7pm. and zhiyang ah. havent come yet. LOL. woooaahhh and they even invited the i-weekly vice-chairman? aiya can't remember clearly. lol

i saw abigail ang. hahhahahahahas. she smuggle in. so funny. LOL xP

hmmmmmm... ytd de contestants ah. xiaoxuan sang the best! her voice is like so cool lorr. hahahahas. i think yijun was very nervous ytd ba. but.. everyone put up their best show.!! hahahahas.

SO HIGH SO HIGH.

annnddd ALAS. HUANG ZHI YANG came. after the 1st band. OMG MANN. i was like screaming and screaming all the way. videoed him. took photos. [but not clear] sianns. and weiling CANNOT TAKE IT. it was like so funny laa. lol.

he sand "er shi er" when he first came and "yue liang dai biao sui de xin" when he was about to go. it was like so DAMN NICE. ((((: ZHIYANG ROCKKSS!!!!!

initially. after he sang "er shi er", he sat 4 rows below us. SO NEAR YET SO FAR. and we were like begging mrs tan to let him signed on the mag and CD. her son got his signature lehhhh. hahhahas. i also wannt siaa! but stupid zhiyang's manager so fierce. dun allow him to sign le. SIANN DIAO.

kks kks. then we go mac. whitesands. saw "DA BU LA". wooots with her violin. hahahahahahas. so funny and both dabula and weiling laugh laugh laugh throughout. hahahahahaahahahahahahs. ME TOO. for dunno what reasons. lol

then when going home. saw samuel and liju lorr. and the mrt station. waiting for his father to fetch him. hehhs. and yes, started to laugh again! lol

OMG. somebody pls send me to IMH. lol. i think i'm getting crazier [ from the influence of rosalind ]. -as said by kian yan. lol. KIDDING k. OH MY. xxPP

kks. i have to stop here. i think quite long horrr. hahahahas. i going to buy my shirt for concert! lol. and band later annndddd my auntie's house much later. woooaaahhh. homework how? lol.

`byebyes! ZHIYANG ROCKKKS CAN.

2006-05-06T11:44:00.000+08:00

argh. i'm so bored mann. can't wait to go shopping. LOL.

yeahhh shop! hil, ask more ppl go! hehehes. ask amanda! candice! lol. ahhhhs. i MISS shopping (((:

oohhh yeaahh. thurs after econs, we walked to whitesands from mj. hahahas. 20mins only ma! (((: then at mac, there was a boy sitting beside us and he kept staring towards us. then i merely say "aiiyoo" to him ma. and crystal say i bully him. HAHAHAS lol. so funn.

aiiiyoo i'm so bored now. tons of work to do laa, seriously. so sians ))): i have a hard time memorising the stuffs for chem test on monday!! aaahhhhs. i just can't get the facts on my head. brain cells bursting.
i miss playing maple too. hahahahahas WOOTS. XD

misses, misses and misses.. argh.
when will this feeling ever end, i wonder?

`imissyou. ((:

2006-04-23T09:18:00.000+08:00

AIIIYOO!!! so tired. hehhhs.

ytd went to the display band SYF competition. woots! so cool. the way they swing their instruments. lol. the drum majors also. wooooaaaahhhh. WEEES

anndd tkss bowen and deyi got GOLD with HONOURS. hehhs. goodgood.

AIIIYOO. nothing to blog laa hil. hehhs xD

byes

must study bio le. *faints*

`P.S - hscflute section go MJ concert ok? hehehhes. GO GO GO LEH. k?

2006-04-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

hais. SERIOUSLY. i've regretted it. i shouldn't have chosen a JC. what's more, BAND.

i've already pissed off in everything i do. frankly speaking, i dunno what am i doing lorr. it's like.. HAIS

BUT WHAT CAN I DO. i can't quit. i need confidence. i need to persevere!! OMG.

ONE DAY. i am going to the beach to scream my lungs out.

OMG.. i'm breaking down. :((( who can help..

`in a state of depression

2006-04-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

omg. i'm bored bored bored. so many stuffs yet to complete.

hais.

i havent do PI!!! hahahas!! and thurs need to hand in le. i need at least 5hours to do it.

LOLOLOL.

but YAYS. friday is FREE man! lol. three cheers to good friday! hahahas

anyways! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, lihong..

hahahas. xDDD

`hais.. homeworks tests and moree..

2006-04-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

hahahas. going to mj now. blogging for fun. LOLOL.

CAMP LEH. i hate that. yucks! hahahas

so many homeworks how to finish ehh.. still got camp. alamak. lols. xD

GTG le laa. later i late. kkskks. tata!

2006-04-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i feel so lost. hehhs. i miss ppl. dunno why lehhh. suddenly miss.. hmmm.. hehhs

just now go wreak havoc at lynette's house. HAHAHAS. i'm mad laa, seriously. HAHAHAHAS. maybe i'm too bored. hehhhs

the rolling rolling game seems so fun. the ppl and animals there so ke lian. hahahahas. kana rolled by the big big thing. HEHHS.

frankly speaking.
i really have the thought of quitting school. band is so stressful. )): and as for school works, i dun understand a single bit. HOW AM I GOING TO COPE.

I WILL RETAIN.
i dun wann! if i were to retain, i rather go poly le lorrs. ))):

2006-03-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

this song very very nice! so sweet. touching.

小星星亮晶晶閃在妳的眼睛裡從此投入我的心呼風又喚雨我願意好願意雙手奉上我自己單身夜裡找到妳再也不離去愛是我愛是妳愛是肯定句 OH~誰也不能阻擋我永遠守護妳日出日落黑夜白晝時時刻刻擁在懷中清清楚楚這感動分秒可以成永久我望著妳妳看著我有句話我想對妳說今生今世跟著我做妳幸福的理由嫁給我

LURVES EUU.

2006-03-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

i miss u.

really really do. :)))

HAIS.

2006-03-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

actually i dunno what to blog. hahahahas. and my comp revived! hahahahas. suddenly spoil a few days back. scare me to death ehh. hahahahas

okays hil. i will buy poohs for u. hehhs. i must honour my promise. xDDD

hais. JC life so stress.. not band, jiu shi lessons. EVERYDAY like that lorr. i feeli like quitting school sometimes. and i regretted going to a JC. should have chose poly then. tskk.

`AHHHHS.

2006-03-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

got band prac today. so tired. DIE liao laa me. i dunno how to play le lehh. i wanna go and bang the walls le. i'm scared that i can't catch up laa. i'm so stupid lorr. HOW TO. sians.

suddenly very scared of band pracs. i think i'll cry sia.

ARGH. I'M SO STUPID LAA.

then went airport for lunch. sad. i was being forced to eat popeye! hahahas. i HATE that sia. i seriously think that KFC is much much better. xP

i think everyone went crazy ba. LOLOL. humphh. i full le also cannot mehh. =X

HAHAHAHAS.

kks. then me, hz and char went hscband. AT 5pm. thought they going to close the bandroom le. HAHAS. when the others went budget terminal? LOLOLOL. the name sounds weird mann.

sianns. mr chua was scolding laa. HAIS. sians.

JIAYOU ba everyone.. (((((: me too! hehehes.

went BUBBLE TEA after that. hahahahas. LOLOL. yums!

`TMRR hilary's house! better LOCK your dog sia.

2006-03-15T19:04:00.000+08:00

YEAH. back from hsc.

hilary gave me sweet just now. HAHAS. so nice of her hurr. xDD buy for us.. from JB somemore. hahahahahas. LOL. THANKS hilary. i'll eat it later. xD

today got MJband prac. hais. so scary de. so difficult. and i forgot most of the scales le. TSKK. must memorise liao. xD

CATCH UP

YAYS. tmrr going arcade and bowling! woooshh. congrats that i'm BROKE. really BROKE mann. )):

BUT i wanna play. FUNN ehh. cuz next week must CHIONG liao. xD thus, this week must enjoy to the FULLEST. hahahahahas. xP

`bb! isketch quite nice ehh.. xD

2006-03-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHS

stupid them. humphhhh. lucky i'm clever enough to log in to my another email account to explain. opps. xPPP hahahas. ((((: and thank god that there's another comp. LOLOLOL

went bowling!! woots. after deciding for so long. but kaiping and stacey went to watch movie lorrs. =XX

ahhhs. i cannot break my last record of 80. so sad. only got 70plus. hahahhas. i wanna play till i cann hit 100 though is abit VERY difficult for me laa. HAHAS. and YAYS. i only paid for the first game. hahahahas. oppps. =X

LALALALALAS.

i wanna watch movie le lehh. hahahahas. LOL

`shaggy dog, date movie or nanny mc phee? i dunn mind either of these laa. HILARY DECIDE k? =DDD

2006-03-12T20:37:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhs i'm so bored. hahahas. =XX

played maple just now. hahahas. and that IDIOT maple server kept logging me out. ARGH.

and i'm gonna go try it AGAIN. yes, AGAIN.

ahhhhhhhs. hilary kept asking me to go cut hair BUT i DON'T wann. hahahas. cries!!
i wanna keep it LONG. (((:

i wanna go bowling tmrr INSTEAD of movie. i'm addicted to bowling. GOSH. my section is coming tmrr! ahhhhs. hahhas. huizhen, better come. NOT i'm going to your house to steal your vcds ;D

andd hilary. i'm going to HIDE my poohs. hahhas. =X u won't find it thenn. hehehes.

YAYS. and one of the weekdays i;m with chels they all AGAIN. yays! she's addicted to it too. can't help it. it's just TOO fun mann. ((((:

`bowling rocks! hahas. ((: weeees

2006-03-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

BOO.

i just went to change the template of the HSCfluties webby. and blogged. hahahas. ugly laa. temporary only maa.

gonna change asap. xDDD

YAYS.

just now after alumni band prac went bowling!! i scored 25 for the first round AND 80 for the second.

cann see the difference?

WOOSH. 80 know. is 80 !!! omg. so high. [ for me laa ]. but i'm contented le. weeees.

yays! must aim higher le. hit 100. xDDD

huizhen forgot to bring her vcd!! ahhhhs. so forgetful. BOX BOX. hahahas. bleahhh. xDDD

2006-03-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

just came back from school. hahas. orientation. gosh is 11plus sia. so late. and i'm already half dead. =X but okays laa, quite fun.

CASTOR =DDD

thursday i PON school. OMG OMG first time from pri school until now. hahhas. *clapsclaps* =XX

tmrr morning still gotta go band prac. so lazy and tired. but i can't get the vcd if i dun go. - stupid huizhen nia. *slapslap* xPPP

kks laa. i'm really very tired le.

nights and byebyes. =DDD

`yays! one week holidays! xD

2006-03-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

hahas. HUIZHEN !!

since i'm waiting for the results of campus superstar now.

i shall go the hscflautists.blogspot.com

hahhas.

i go see whether got nice nice de skins ma. and i shall blog !! xD

but the prob is. i think by the time the show starts, i haven't found any. hahhas. u know.. LOLOL.

`quick quick

2006-03-05T15:58:00.000+08:00

just took a quiz!

what colour heart am i.. [[ heart hearts! ]]

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

*grins grins* =DDD

`yays! tmrr starting school! three cheers. XD

2006-03-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

ahem. *cough cough* let me begin MY speech.

TO: those ppl who are coming MY house during the march holidays!

hehehes.

those who are going to mess up my house / room shall bang the wall !! YES.
and btw.
what u all wanna kai party for?

P.S - there is NO food. NO drinks. NO games. NO entertainment. NO double-storey.
why still wanna come?

hahahhahas. i was just kidding.

andd specially to HORFUN:

DUN steal MY poohs!

hahahhas.
they won't feel comfortable living in your house. xDDD

`should i take phy or bio? hmmm..

2006-03-03T08:41:00.000+08:00

OMG!! i really got into MJ.. CRIES!! hehehes. nahh. XDXDXD

2006-03-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

OMG! is tmrr TMRR TMRR TMRR!!! hahhas. so fast. yays! i'm gonna check at 8am in the morning. provided that i'm able to wake up!! hahhas.

i'm so anxious now!! weeees.. wonder where will i go lehh. lalalalalalas.

make a guess!

BUT i have a feeling that i'll really go MJ. hehehes. ohmy! [ that's a badd bad thing. hahahas. kidding ]] - faints!!!

just now HORFUN sent me a shocking msg! i'm stunned for 10seconds.

HAHAS. a bit exarggerating laa. XD

here it begins.. [ not excatly similar to what she wrote ]] forgotten some of it.

"attention to huiqin. joanne and i will be going to your house during the march holiday. we call the whole section to go your house kai party"

OMG OMG!! xia si wo. they are crazy!! hahahhas. =X but nvm. if hilary isn't crazy, she isn't hilary anymore. i'll be SCARED if hilary is not crazy!! hahahhas.

[ HORFUN - dun box me ]] jelly will be crushed. YUCKS. hahahahas. disgusting scene.. =XX

argh. i'm still waiting for yuwen to log in to maple!! ahhhh.. so long.

hahas. btw. just now the show "dreams chasers" junyang acted till so so so funny lah! so weird seeing him acting. he's SO SO SO stiff. hahhas. i'm like laughing like mad like that. XDDD

LOLOLOL. damn funny laa. X)))

`TMRR!! ahhhhhhhs.

2006-03-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

sighhh. today is a SUPER bored day!

just now chelsea suddenly called and said that they know the posting results? i mean somebody in the school go hack into dunno what website.

then.. guess what she said. i got into meridian JC? oh my.

MJ is so scary. hahas. i'm afraid that i might retain. but it's ok to get into mj laa. at least better than tpj. XDD nvm. we'll see on friday! haha double pray that i willl not go into tpj. if i got into, i'll appeal to poly. hahas LOL.

`2 days to posting results.

2006-02-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

OPPS. i made a mistake. got one sec one junior name should be stacey instead of tracey. hahhas SO..

stacey - sashimi! - related to weijun [ wasabi ]. OPPS !! XP

hmmm.. anyways i was nice ok. hahas. i let amanda change hers to "apple pie". this name is sweet nehh. =X

just now went to crash MJ lor.. abit tired laa. cuz i only slept 3 hours last night! and i mean 3 HOURS!! woashh.. but okays laa MJ. manning's class was funn. hahhas. their teachers are nice.. weeees.. except during bio lecture i abit scared. cuz the lecturer anyhow pick ppl and ans de lehh. and i dun even have the notes etc.. GOOSH.

i dun mind getting into MJ laa. just dun let me get into TPJ. eeekk slack school! humphh. i will get influenced mann..

andd just now was stupid. i went to HSC de toilet. hahhas. LOL. cuz the speech thingy only start at 6.15pm. and it's like so late lorr. i'm too tired. so decided not to stay. =D

kks laa. i very tiredd now. bub-buais. =X

`i hope true love do exists. anticipating.

2006-02-27T11:25:00.000+08:00

COUNTDOWN FOR POSTING OF SCHOOLS

4 4 4 more days! ohh myy. that's fast. time flies worr. quite nervous and excited! hahas. i wanna go school.. so bored at home. nothing to do. ]:

yesterday went to take my new specs! yays! so happy. though is like about the same. BUT is pinkish purple! hahas. weees. nice colour. =X

hmmm.. ytd cui fang got the superhost. HUMPHH so angry lorr! i rather let lee teng then cui fang lorr! BUT. ZHEN TAO IS STILL THE BEST AFTERALL

`tired. really tired. i can't forget euu. sobs ]:

2006-02-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

wees. just came back home. just eaten ALOT!! ohh my. tskk!! hahhas.

just now after band prac.. after we eaten.. me and huizhen went TM! hahhas. and we did a very stupid thing. actually is i start one laa. i started to call huizhen chocolate, coconut after i found out something. [ secret ]!! weeees.. BUT!! huizhen thought of something. why not we give our section names. WAHAHAHS that was funn.

okays. here's the list [ take a look esp flute peeps! ]:
BUT. dunn box us worr.. XD

joanne - jellybean
tracy - tao suan
kai ping - kang kong [ a type of vege ]

hilary - horfun [ actually is hiamjio de - chilli in english ]
wei jun - wasabi [ happen to walk past a sign board ] LOL.

amanda - ang ku kuay [ yays! i like this name ]
jermain - jelly monster [ opps ]
qi yun - qing cao [ chinchow ] `this one very hard to think.

candice - char siew
andy - ang dao

man ning - mee sua
ME - jelly [ can't tell u why worr - secret ]

huizhen - C-O-C-O-N-U-T [ also cannot say why starts with C ]
li hong - laksa
wan ying - wantan

lynette - lotong [ hahhas ]
burt - bak kwa!
jing yi - jellyfish

xinhui - xia mian [ prawn noodle ]

`yays! end of list. aren't we creative? hahhas XP wooo.. those whose name starts with J one all got something to do with jelly. with jermain as the head?! OH MY

we are madd. yeshh. hahhas. i'm influenced by huizhen!! horr, hz?

KK. bub-buais then. XP

`yays flute peeps got NICK.

2006-02-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

haas. so happy! today bought my shoes and bag today! weeees.. pink converse shoes and purple roxy bag! weeees.. i'm so HAPPY!!

LOL. till now.. i'm still wondering should i play for alumni band. hmmmm.. dunno whether dunno i should go band prac not lehh. i very lazy lehhh.. hahhas. XP so early. i wanna SLEEP. hahhas. lazybum.

YAYS! i'm gonna win my sister on maple. hehhs. sch opens i MUST study le. pia like crazy so i cann get into uni.. yays! weeees..

`wanna me to forget uu? it's just TOO hard. =X

2006-02-22T17:59:00.000+08:00

wees.. i went to singapore poly with kelly just now.. hahs. she wanted to find out how long is the journey there and how was it like.. SP was HUGE!! as if u are walking in a jungle [ a bit exaggerating laa ] hahas. we toured the school for 2 hours! hehs. andd i think only toured about 1/4 of it lorr. hahs. feel so guilty walking inside. hahs. andd today there was exams.. so LOTS of ppl nehh. [ like ants from far ]. hahas. but was funn laa. thirsty and tired too. hehs.

hmmm.. then went bugis shop shop lorr. andd i saw what shoes, files, notebooks i wanna buy le. hehs. and bag i think i wanna buy the roxy wann. hehhes. so nice laa.. XD

ermm.. [ i think i'm slow laa ]. now then found out that alot ppl going to JC rather than poly. cuz i thought there will be quite alot ppl wanna go poly. hehs. =X

kays laa. i wanna go play maple. [ wees.. addicted ]!! bub-buais. =D

`end this or not?

2006-02-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. i am so worn out today. hahs. went job hunting with my cousin. or should be i accompanied her to find job ba. hahas. dun feel like working but the prob is i no $$$! arghh. i wanna but lots of things sia. just now saw a bilabong wallet!! SO NICE!! omg.

LOL. i think we are crazy lorr. guess what we did. initially we went to tanjong pagar de international plaza to find jobs. after signing up in one agency, we WALKED all the way to clarke quay. WALKED! hahhas. halfway, at singapore river, saw channel U de peeps shooting an advertisement. hehs. i was so curious and went near.. hahs. =X

hmmm.. around 6 plus then went TM. before that we still go harborfront centre worr. idling there. hehs. she is insane!! hahs. TOY'R'US de job also wanna take upp. hahs. jobaholic? LOL. =X then went poh heng to find my aunt. hehhs. i wanna buy snow angel de vcd!! hais. no SCV. cries. if not i'll stay at home watching show le. hahas. XD

`vote for adriano in campus superstar! he's so cutee.. ohh my. XP

2006-02-19T11:44:00.000+08:00

humphh. joanne here's your request for the seven quest. see i'm sooooo good. *cough cough* LOL. [ since i have nothing better to do now ]] XD

SEVEN QUALITIES I WANT IN A POTENTIAL SPOUSE:-
`#1. a person who i cann rely on
`#2. must LOVE babies [ LOL. i do love them ]]
`#3. must same height or taller than me!
`#4. caring
`#5. romantic [ hehhs ]] XP
`#6. dotes on me. [ tralaLas ]]
`#7. humorous?

*pianngs* i'm having a headache now after thinking about it.. how to continue. BUT i shall be good andd continue doing it. hehhs. XD

SEVEN THINGS THAT I AM AFRAID OF:-
`#1. lonely and alone [ ooo i hate that ]]
`#2. ANIMALS [ omgg i tell u.. they scare me off ]] =X
`#3. heartbreaks [ sobbs ]]
`#4. backstabs from ppl i love.
`#5. being accused
`#6. ghosts? [ hehhs ]] XP
`#7. left out [ arghh ]]

SEVEN RANDOM SONGS:-
`#1. never be replaced - ladi
`#2. san hu hai - jay and lara [ omgg i tell u.. it ROCKS ]]
`#3. tian hui - S.H.E
`#4. pretty boy - M2M
`#5. graduation - vitamin C
`#6. ai qing yogurt - JJ lin
`#7. she's so ugly [ this song is stupid! - hil recommended it ]]

SEVEN THINGS I LIKE MOST:-
`#1. my zen and handphone
`#2. my poohs and hearts soft toys [ they took up half of my bed ]]
`#3. shoppings! hehs. XD
`#4. being with him
`#5. FLUTE and PICCOLO [ yays flute rocks XD ]]
`#6. reach 165cm! [ if not they gonna say me short again. arghh ]]
`#7. music!

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY BEDROOM:-
`#1. bed nahh!
`#2. soft toys [ that's ALOT ]]
`#3. handphone [ err but i carry it around with me ]]
`#4. CDs and VCDs
`#5. pinky stuffs
`#6. prezzies? letters?
`#7. gosh. my bedroom is just TOO messy. dunn even know what's impt. LOL.

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:-
`#1. extreme moodswings?
`#2. my ears cann MOVE! [ err.. dots -_-"' ]]
`#3. sometimes i cann be really crazy and talk about something which i dunn even know what am i talking. craps.
`#4. cannot walk in a straight line. [ woohh.. ]]
`#5. high-pitched?
`#6. cannot wake up too late. [ 9 is the lastest ]]
`#7. my fingers are damn SHORT!! dun believe come and compare with me! i'll winn. hehs. XD

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE:-
`#1. tour the world [ that's cool ]] *i wonder i have the $$$ to do that*
`#2. my prince charming
`#3. settle down in australia!! [ yeahh that's my dream since young ]]
`#4. design my own house andd i wanna live in a cottage!
`#5. PERFECT wedding by the beachh. [ wees.. romantic ]]
`#6. wanna work as.. errmm.. anything regarding sciences. [ chemm rocks ]]
`#7. slim down. [ wahahahs ]]

SEVEN THINGS I CANN DO:-
`#1. not talking for a few hours? [ whenn i'm really down ]]
`#2. cry for a few days? [ ooohh. just happened ]]
`#3. i cann knock onto a lamp post and slip into a drain on the same day!
`#4. throw temper? [ who doesn't ]]
`#5. run about in my house and got my knee fractured. [ that's stupidd ]]
`#6. crapps
`#7. stare blankly in the space for mins without even blinking my eyes [ daydreamer ]]

SEVEN THINGS I SAID MOST:-
`#1. crazy woman! [ LOL. ask hz hil yuwen etc u will know ]] anyways i was influenced by huizhen okays.
`#2. sighhs
`#3. -
`#4. -
`#5. -
`#6. -
`#7. - i said alot of things and i can't rmb.

SEVEN CELEBRITY CRUSHES:-
`#1. DERRICK [ but.. is he considered as a celebrity? ]] hahhas. XD
`#2. toro [ same bd as me!! ]]
`#3. JJ lin
`#4. zax wang! [ sho cute ]]
`#5. westlife nicky
`#6. -
`#7. - can't think of any le. hehs. XD

SEVEN PPL I WANT U TO DO THIS:-
`#1. huimin
`#2. huizhen
`#3. hilary
`#4. vicky
`#5. peiwen
`#6. razanah
`#7. wei xian

OMG! i actually finished doing it. it took me 1 hour! ohh myy. congrats to me!! hahhas. LOL. i'm tired..

2006-02-18T10:41:00.000+08:00

yays! i'm going to buy my bag later. wahahahs. the roxy bag at citylink [ if i can't find any bags that i like ]!!. but it's really really very nice neh. =] ytd that yuwen asked whether wanna go johor shopping!! and i was like "JOHOR?!" it will be a miracle if my mother allows. hahs.

i also dunno why. today my energy hit the MAX. LOL. yeahh. [ must always stay like this worr ]. - err it seems that i'm talking to myself. -_-" ahh. but nvm. like what they said, i think i'm crazyy le. XD

LOL. my sister is screaming out of a sudden. xia si wo!!. think she's crazier than me lorr.. hmmmm.. nvm. maple yeahh!! i'm gonna level up UP UP.. XD

2006-02-17T10:55:00.000+08:00

till now. i finally realise that forgetting a person is SO difficult. maybe i do love him too DEEP. hais. maybe i have never ever love someone so deep before. he does have the power to make me cry for 2 days [ all because of him ]. argh. forget about all these..

hmmm.. actually today i going to bugis, orchard and queensway de. crazy right. and yuwen says she wanna go temple bai bai also. certainly, it will take the whole day for us to finish shopping. the prob is.. i thought this might be a good way of forgetting abot him. but.. impossible laa. andd i thought of it seriously.. "after shopping for the whole day, upon reaching home, i still will think of him again. yes, AGAIN!."

hais. i not enough money to buy both bag and shoes leh! argh. think i'll just buy bag first. shoes cann wait till i've save enough money. BUT i wann new shoes. so long never buy sports/track shoes le. sobbs. andd i no shoes to wear when going to JC leh. humphh..

ohh yaa. few days ago. qiyun says she wanna organise "erm. outing?" during the march holidays. and i suggested kbox? wahahahs. i'm madd about kbox. but it's funn laa. XD cann see hilary and jermain, qiyun and weijun sings duet? omg. i think these 4 ppl gonna kill me. but nvm. they dunno my blog!! hahhas. BUT BUT BUT.. qiyun always tell me that weijun very cute etc de!! so.. hmmm.. think she will be extremely delighted if she cann sing duet with weijun! hehs. i was just kidding. XP

andd ytd. hilary asked wanna go watch movie after their common test. woahh! didn't know the section is so RICH. but i'm the exception. hahhs XD seriously, i'm really really broke! hahs. ohh yeaa. hilary! if u managed to read until here.. let me tell u.. i'm not going to be the organiser yeaa.. NOT! so u be kays. thankyou! hahhas. XD

kays laa. i think this post is very long, i suppose? cuz i have nothing to do now.. maple is under maintanance AGAIN!! andd dun feel like going out also. hehs. i'll stop here then. byes!

`it takes time to heal.

2006-02-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

i really CANNOT forget you. maybe i won't forget you forever. guess what. i still wish for a time where you will be by my side again. BUT i guess it won't happen. the pain will stay and it won't go off. it will leave a scar in me. maybe until the day i died.

2006-02-14T10:26:00.000+08:00

14.02.06 valentine's day worr. but see - what am i doing here? blogging. hais. dunn have heart heart chocc! hahhas. XD so siann lorr today. but later must go down band. - hilary forced me to go! wahahahahas. [ hilary if u are seeing this post later u will KILL me ]. broke le ah me! must treat bubble tea! v-day leh! i treat ppl nobody treat me! sobs. =[

LOL i bought a super-long sweet for hilary! [ i'm exchanging with her so dunn get the wrong idea ]. see how is she going to finish eating it. XP

`lonely valentine's day! =[

2006-02-13T09:56:00.000+08:00

hais. so tired. i wanna sleep!! but dunno why everytime automatically wake up one. then cannot sleep liao. hahs. ooo.. just applied my JAE ytd. hahhas. eeyer i also dunno what am i choosing. everyone gave me different ideas. i wann de they dunn like. i dunn wann de they like. hais. so i anyhow liao lorr. *headache*

hmmm.. hilary ahh! tuesday really must go treat u all bubble tea ah. it seems so weird u know.. hahhas. LOL. i go just to buy bubble tea then nobody treat me.. hahhas opps XP anyways i thought tuesday u should go out with YOUR jermain one? later we extra know.. opps.

YAYS! later go buy valentine's day gifts! hahhas so happy. my hearts, roses, chocolates!! hahhas. so sweet but i won't receive any of that. sobs sobs [ X infinity ]. andd wed cann go kbox! hahhas. LOL. very long never go le. [ anticipating ]!!

why i train my maple so slow one ah. hahas! i wanna level up lehh! i like to hear that sound!! LOL. ppl level up make me so envious! hahhas. lalalas..

kks laa. dunn wanna blog le. XD

2006-02-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

okays. i think i will just do it. in case.. in case.. my life is filled with regrets. muahahhs. just done a quiz just now.. XD

WHAT TYPE ARE YOU?

my type `hopeless romantic.

Do you swoon when a guy recites poetry to you? Go ga-ga over a bouquet of hand-picked wildflowers? Then there's no doubt about it — you're a textbook Hopeless Romantic. Chances are you love soft music, candlelight, and long walks on the beach at sunset. Crying at sappy movies (your favorite kind) is a given — a box of tissues is a must — and you've have had your wedding planned since grade school. You're looking for a deep relationship — a soulmate. Traditional and sympathetic, guys love that they can open up to you and talk to you about their feelings, their past, and their hopes for the future. How can a suitor win your heart? By romancing you. Sending you flowers, surprising you with a picnic lunch, or going for a horse-drawn carriage ride. Before you know it, you'll be creating a life-long love story.

lols. i wonder if it is true.. XP

2006-02-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

MY CINDERALLA STORY..

results `KISS THE PRINCE

You don't need the pouffy dress, the fancy hair, or the 3-inch glass heels. A romantic soul like you just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend, a real prince. And if he's hot? All the better. But ultimately, you know that home is where the heart is. Which is probably why you surround yourself with good friends you can take care of and laugh with — friends who will do the same for you.But that doesn't keep you from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. It's not that you don't have your feet firmly planted on the ground. It's just that you're not afraid to shoot high. Or wish upon a shooting star. So keep reaching for your goals, Cinderella. If you do, your happily ever after can't be far away. And you can seal that with a kiss.

2006-02-01T14:28:00.000+08:00

i dunn wann live in regret. but how.. hais. i think someone had mistaken what's my TRUE answer. an answer that truly come from my heart. soul. how.. i dunn wann this to happen de. but still.. it happened. andd it happened on me.. how. what am i going to do. feel so lost. i dunn wanna fail in this too. just wanna tell the person that.. i wanna a chance to explain. so that all these unhappiness cann go away forever and ever. so.. would you give me another chance to tell u the truth?

hais. even if i cann tell the whole world that i dunn, but i cannot deny the fact that i do. sobbs. but but but.. i wont tell unless ppl ask. XD

`dunn wanna live in regret again. the feeling is really terrible. horrible. u wont know how it feels like until u've experienced it through.

`will i have a perfect valentine's day from this year onwards?

2006-01-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

STUPID HILARY. ARGHHH..

2006-01-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

uh oh. how ah. think i really really _ _ _ _ u. muahahas. ahhhh.. hais. what to do. getting crazier le laa. sobs sobs. stupid hilary naa!! box her. arghh.. =X

2006-01-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU. hehes XD

2006-01-25T13:42:00.000+08:00

hais hais hais hais hais. i think i will really score very badly for my o's. hais. most probably fail my english. hais die liao. really die liao. i think i no need think about going to EVEN a poly [dunn mention anything about going to a JC]. hais. die laa. if i really failed, wo hui dui bu qi hen duo ren know.. hais!!! ahhhh..

dunn think i'll be having a GOOD mood from now till the day the results are released. andd IT'S RELEASING SOON. ahhh.. i dunno what will i do man.. when i received my results. how how.. i'm getting scared. really scared now. hais..

`sobs sobs

2006-01-23T13:01:00.000+08:00

weird. why can't i be waitress huh. hahas. am i really that clumsy? hmmmm.. *i wonder* lols. ahhhh.. so bored at home. but i can't possibly go out everyday maa. if not by now i'll be declared BANKRUPT!! hahas. siann. ROTTING in the meanwhile.

saturday watched the cheaper by a dozen 2 quite nice nehh. so funny. hahas. some parts i laughed till keep stamping the floor. hahas. lols XP but weekend lehh!! then movie ticket $9.50!!! so "cheap". xin tong! hehes.

ahhh.. kays. dun blog le. siann..

PS - still rotting. XP

2006-01-22T14:25:00.000+08:00

time keeps slipping by.
does not need a reason,
never asking why
some days I think my time has past
my life is through.
closing my eyes,
I think of you
slowly the hands of time grind to a halt
I feel my world shudder with the sudden stop
then it begins anew.
time
ever passing
flying by,
a tumbleweed on a windy day.
my heart keeps calling to me.
love has past me by
heart demanding to know why!
insisting I do my part,
find love again
little does it know that it will again have love.
I do not know when.
she comes to me in my dreams
nights filled with passionate screams.
gone with the morning light
time..
that is when she will come to me
when it is time.
until that moment
time keeps slipping by.

`loss

2006-01-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

ahhh. bryan is oout!!! hais. sobs. nvm still got lincoln!! lincoln must jia you lehh. JIA YOU!!. hehe.. i'm mad about idols. haha.

2006-01-18T13:33:00.000+08:00

`21st jan. bishan junction 8, top of the 8. go support DERRICK!! haahaa.

2006-01-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

ohhh. very long since i blogged. one year passed. okok!! it's revived!! haahaa. kays just change blogskins. change the template very long sia. change until i pek chek. hahaha lols. =X

hmmmm.. aiya. dunn blog now le. i wanna go sleep le. very tired. hehe. sweet dreams of derrick yeahh!! he rocks like dunno what. haaha.. muahaha.

2005-08-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

hais. i very sad leh. heesx. nth to do laa so just blog forr fun lorr. haha. i really very very sad. forr a lot of things naa. derrickk, the person i like, and nervous forr tmrr results also. die laa. how huh. tskk tskk. hee. i really like him for dunno what reason but i believe euu dun need any reason to love someone yeah. feelings come then come lorr. euu cant really stop it or what maa. that's my theory laa. haha..

but horr. feelings go le, really go le leh. it won't come backk anymore. had this terrible feeling again andd again. i dunn wann to experience it anymore. it's like.... hais.. hope i won't get to experience it le baa. and can kai kai xin xin de guo the rest of my life. heesx. but getting hurt is like..... hmmmm. dunno what to say naa.

wondered. should i say or not say that i ahem that person ahh. paiseh laa. but if i dunn say, i will get very troubled de leh. tskk tskk. how huh. hen fan hen fan de leh!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. ookok naa. go watch superstarr results le. hope it will be VERY POSITIVE. if not i really dunno how will i react le yupp.

+ [[ - derrickk hoh wei jian - ]] + rawkks da whole universe! i will support him no matter how!

2005-07-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

nanas! ohh mann.. i'm bacckk.. after going missing forr dunno howw manyy months.. haha.. nahs.. just wanna update da blog cuz feeling quite bored nehs.. haha.. so come play playy a while norr.. haha.. tell euu all a secret nehs.. shhhhhhhh.. cannot tell anybody nehs.. haha haha.. me like derricckk nehhs!! he very shuaii and adorable norr.. haha.. me memerized byy him le nehs!! haha.. woosshh! - though he is being kicked out.. but still got revival round and i believe he cann do it onee cuzz he is nobody but derrickk - nananas.. okayys okayys nahs.. haha.. enough of me and my derrickk theory.. haha.. lolsx.. but it's true norrr.. haha.. hmmm.. ytd de oral cann mange norr.. haha.. 'o' level chi oral.. luckily not very difficult and manage to keep talking and talking even though a lot of wrong words nahs.. haha.. afterr oral gott concert.. haha.. so i am like rushing home and rushing to school again.. lolsx.. that stuuppiiidd concert very boring nehs.. makke me waste myy time if nott caan watch - youfu - nehs!!! last episode knoww.. and i miss it!! sadded.. lolsx... okayys le lahh.. i like type very long like that.. this sot sott comp suddenly cant press enter thenn no spacingg.. arghhhh.. hmmmm.. dunno whetherr tmrr cann go band fiesta nott lehhs.. i feel like going but dunno my mum allow nott nehhs.. hope so bba.. llolx.. kks.. gtg le..byebyesx.. nites.. nananas.. - yays, derrickk rawkks my liffe mann! lubb himm - *haha*

2005-04-25T15:10:00.000+08:00

haha.. okies.. now i am in schoold.. lols.. i know i very naughty la hors.. haha.. can't help it u know.. haha.. only here to update my blog so it won't seems dead?.. haha... gotta go! byebye.. lols..

2005-04-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

erm.. ok.. i'm back.. *but thought of ending this blog* heehee.. ok, nowadays very low la.. also dunno why.. hais.. very sians la.. teachers kept flooding us with hw and tests.. then syf.. hais.. i really broke down lors.. *stress*

ok.. i just wanna say i really dun like hiM*.. *for those who will be reading my blog, okie..* please do me a favour, dun say me and him le.. yep, the feeling is gone.. and won't come back le.. gone forever..

*hiM* - u all should know who.. not the recent thingy.. *past not present* xXxXxXx XXX

=love is like a story that u always hope for a happy ending.. but know that, not everyone will end up in the same way.. maybe i am just one of the unlucky ones..=

ok.. think i will end here ba.. tsk tsk.. nites nites.. happy april fools day anyway..

+from today onwards, dun talk about him le.. me and him "FEI QING FEI GU".. *okies, i know very bad but i just wanna forgot about it yep..*

2005-02-26T22:27:00.001+08:00

I thought you would always there for me…
But it was just an illusion
A silly dream
About you & me

Thinking too much
Hoping it going to be all right
But it doesn’t end like a fairy
With you & me

There was a paradise of love
But it’s all gone now
I’m sorry for everything
For you & me

Real love… isn’t like a game
It doesn’t end with a loser and a winner
Sometimes you have two losers
Or you have 2 winners
We just lost… you & me..

whatever over is over.. look into the future.. maybe it will better than what u imagine.. sads..

*-[-.Everlasting Love.-]-*

-[-.Everlasting Love.-]-